12.31.07

new beginnings

Posted in smiles at 1:53 pm by Pändár

as today is going to be the last day of 2007, i’m blog here for the last time. i’ve shifted my new blog to:
http://hellopandar.wordpress.com
please do the linking up as i will do mine too. ((:

even though this year hasn’t been all smooth sailing but i do wish to recollect what are some events that happened that still remained as a part of me till this very last day of the year.
-zonals.
-surabaya, SNA.
-farewell
-surabaya, SNA.
-moved to boss’s.
-As.
-eat and grow fat together gang.
-junior league.
-conflict.
-xmas chalet.
-today.

some things never change, memories for example. some things are always on the move, circumstances. as much as i have always wanted to believe that we are all stronger than this, but i reckon the reality hasn’t proven me any wrong. though people always say time will heal, i am also aware that time only helps those who are willing to help themselves after climbing in and out of that abyss i landed myself into. i can’t explain the strong desire for everything to be whole once again, but if it doesn’t, i will learn to be contented with what ever that will be at the present. the fun and the merry-jolly are greatly missed. i still pray and hope that one day, we shall all be complete again. i really love this team.

and with regards to one, i really have let go. ((: it’s been a long way now. i’m convinced now that everything was true then and that i don’t have anymore hanging rhetorical questions to console myself. thank god for all the incidents that took place recently that opened my eyes to this consolation. i guess it’s also the timing which is deemed the best to reveal this plan now. so i thank thee from the bottom of my heart.

most importantly,
HAPPY NEW YEAR and may there be many many more blessings to come in 2008.

3 more hours to go.

pandarloves.

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